solo-n- ensemble[:

i'm here very bored with vince sitting next to me. we dont go on for another like what, two hours and mike wanted us here three hours earlier. so we're bored as hell. and no bitch, i dont want to listen to this song! change it :] ok this is better.....anyways... :]!

so yeah today is saturday, i woke up early for this too. oh i got a one on my solo so i'm pretty happy for that. 

vince would you like to write anything?

:]

So I don't know what the fuck is everyone's problem, they wanted us to wake up really fucking early for this bullshit. Now I'm sitting with the sloth listening to my iPhone 3G and on my MacBook Pro. Fuck my life, this is bullshit. Ughhh. Well that's all that I wanted to say. 

fuck you all, and buy a Mac :)

thank you vince. you've officially been on my blog :]

oh and vince sucks balls. lol no?

yes?

no?

okay no, hahahah vince is my boyfriend :]

ahahahah

(Tony is going to pop out from under the table and brake my iPhone :(!)

hahaha but he's out of town right now so we have a couple hours to make babies before that happens ahahaha 

Don't you already have a baby that has curly hair, and a fucking weird ass nose?

:DDD

omg, I love Imogen Heap :D

uh no, i have four hundred babies with cheyenne... who is my hot ass lesbian lover :DDD

but no, you and me, three hundred babies, who have apple birthmarks, its going down.....now.

hahaha :]]]]

Wait the same Cheyenne that is a slut and gave me ugly looks when she went to my house.

Wow, haven't really listened to Regina Spektor in a while..

Well this blog is officially ended. :)

BYE BITCHES. DON'T COME BACK.

:)

one week later 2/19/09

even though this week went by fast, thank god its fkning over! seriously this week sucked! i'm boyfriendless, stressful, and just tired! seriously, this week was very gloomy for me. i broke up with my boyfriend monday, had to deal with his heart broken ventilation tuesday, got yelled at wednesday, and today celebrated Dari's birthday, embarrassed myself in front of that mcdonalds dude, and had to deal with tony some more. people break up all the time. why is this time so different? it's cause usually the person who got broken up with stops talking to the breaker of hearts to heal some. this usually is the time the heart broken person buys ubs of ice cream and cries at night to a best friend about how hurt they are. but not us, no, we are each others best friend. well at least i'm his. i have others, but right now i feel like i'm the only one he has. and i am. and i feel so bad because he's centered his life around me, and now i'm not there anymore. but thats not fair to me. i never asked to be his center of attention. in fact, on numerous occassions i asked him to stop so if this very situation were to happen, he wouldn't be alone. and now he is; and i have to listen. and feel more like shit. but i'm so tired and i have no idea what to do because the usual words of comfort no longer apply because hey, i'm the best friend AND the dumper. jeez. i hate life. i'ts so damn complicated. so tomorrow ends the week of drama, with a shoutout to all things black and starting at 7:30am. what joy. why oh why did i have to show off and join in extra curricular activities?! why?! lol AND i have to start my weekend off early at 8:00am because i just fucking LOVE BAND. ugh...i hate this week!!!! so i'm officially not going to get sleep, and just ughh!!! i'm so pissed!!! hahaha and tired!!!! and ugh!!!!!!! lol jeezuz! :/ and i finally posted up a comment for de leon so he better not fucking hate me. right now i'm going to draw some pictures, take a shower, sleep, probably think of nice old times, cry, then get angry, regret crying, sleep, and there's friday! well, at least i survived it, and i will never have to relive it again like that guy in that christmas movie on abc family or whatever. ok well i'm gone. night!


peace!


-candice*